This One is for Me.

I am writing this blog post to stay focused.

I am writing this blog post to help me resist the giant bowl of Halloween candy sitting in the next room.

I am writing this blog post because I feel guilty for eating 5 pieces of candy already today. 

I feel so guilty because today was the day I was supposed to start anew.

I refuse to add today to the list of false starts. 

I entered all of my food into My Fitness Pal. Obviously, I am over my daily quota.

Regardless, it is entered. 

My Fitness Pal tells me that if everyday were like today I would lose 1lb in 5 weeks. 

Today, I will take that as a win, or rather a loss. I am still on the losing side and not on the gaining side. Good enough.

For the rest of the night, I will drink water and stay strong while occasionally giving my dear hubby the evil eye as he munches on some Skinny Sticks. 

Tonight is my night to be the pillar of strength.

This blog post may have nothing to do with what you want to read, but has everything to do with what I need to write.

Thanks for reading anyway.